I’m really really really (x infinity) sorry that I’ve been so flaky in responding lately……. I’ve been running from state to state, trying to figure out my future (in terms of college). I have absolutely zero time right now, but I’m going to try and sort out all your questions in the next week or so. I love how many questions I get, and I love giving advice…. but sometimes I can’t find the time to give thought-out answers.
Again, I’m very sorry! I’ll get to your questions as soon as I can!
(Busy,) Baffled and Blonde~
Him: So I kinda have feelings for this girl and I was wondering if you could help me out…. so she’s this girl who lives in [my town] and she’s blonde and short. But the okay kind of short. Like it goes with my height so it works. But she’s absolutely beautiful. Like no one you’ve ever seen before. She has an adorable laugh and a really pretty smile. She’s into theatre but I don’t know too much about that. We have like so much in common and she makes me really nervous whenever I’m around her like idk I just feel like she’s way too good for me. I’ve been trying to figure out what I should do…. like I wanna ask her out on a date but idk how!! I also don’t know what to do on this date…. can you help me….?
Me: I think you should stick with cats… girls have cooties.
Him: Lol you think so? Alright maybe I’ll give it a little time.. have her warm up to me ya know? …But on the other hand, I’m kinda in love with you…. like I know that’s crazy but I really want to be with you and I’ll never treat you wrong. You’ll be treated with nothing but respect. So we’re gonna go on a date tomorrow okay?
Me: I guess that’s okay…..;)
Me: I love you :)))
Ready for a curveball?????????? Ok…. here goes…..
A lot of you are probably really confused right now… for those of you who haven’t kept up with my blog since its inception, I’ll attempt to explain who exactly I’m talking about.
Exhookupboy. How to explain him. Hmm. Well. He’s quite attractive; think, Derek Zoolander meets actual, real, male model (in a good way!) - he’s on the short side, but muscular and tan, with short dark hair and a mischievous smile. He’s a class clown - a total goofball who everyone hates until they get to know him. Really crude sense of humor (think: teenage boy), but really down-to-earth one-on-one or in small groups. We used to hook up. It lasted about a month. All the drama that caused was actually one of the reasons I started this blog in the first place - I needed to vent (I didn’t think it’d become an advice blog back then). I hadn’t talked to him since last November (as in, November 2011)….. until like last week.
He does tech for our drama club - I have no clue why, he’s an amazing actor. Seriously talented! That’s kind of how we started, last year in drama club, when we were working on a show together (he was in that one, though). Anyway, after I ended things (it got really messy, for those of you who don’t know) we didn’t talk. Ever. We never acknowledged each other. We trashed each other anonymously, but I’d moved on to bigger and better things (like shyboy… *sigh* shyboy.. ;) ) and he became bitter and resentful. We ignored each other for sport. Until this year……….. during the spring musical, we started talking again! It was weird… just small acknowledgements at first in group conversations, but then as time went on we became *shall I dare?????* ….friends…? I’m not sure if I can even call it that. Now that the show’s over, I have no clue if we’re ever going to talk again.
But I know one thing.
I forgot how hot he is.
Also, he’s a really good kisser.
Forever hiding my inner slut,
Baffled and Blonde~