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My friends and I talk all the time about “the phase” - it’s that time of a teenager’s life when they constantly crave parties, drugs, etc. I went through my “phase” earlier in the year.. but a few of my friends are convinced I’m reliving it. But I’m not. I’m not a huge fan of parties… but lately I’ve been trying to branch out, make new friends, etc., because summer is coming up and a lot of my friends are leaving!

But anyway..

Last night after the Greek festival my friends and I went to this sophomore’s house for a party. His uncle was there (and partying with us.. it was WEIRD) so we were totally chaperoned. It was great - he bought us beer, smoked with us, and made sure the cops didn’t come (it was actually kind of creepy, but I wasn’t about to complain). A lot of people were there - but I’d decided early in the night that I wasn’t going to hook up with anybody. I’m kind of done with that for now. A few memorable things did happen, though:

1. Shyboy’s rebound (the really hot one) hooked up with his friend all night! I met her, she was actually kind of nice.. it was weird. I wasn’t as inclined to hook up with shyboy once that happened - I’d originally planned to be all over him if she was hitting on him. Why am I a bitch..? :)

2. Crazybestfriend broke her boy fast - this is the longest she’s lasted abstaining from boys (it’s been a little over a week, I think)! There was this really hot guy there from another school who was totally hitting on her (and his ugly friend on me…EW) and I convinced her to go for it - I told her if she’s going to break her fast, it’s best if it’s a hookup from another school. She was kind of annoyed at herself for hooking up with him instead of this other guy (the other guy was more her type) but I think she was okay with it, because he was hot.

3. This douchey senior from my school tried to get with me… He’d actually be a great guy - somewhat attractive, athletic, smart, rich, popular - but he’s SO ANNOYING. The only reason I’d EVER even consider hooking up with him is to get back at this girl I don’t like (she used to fuck him, and then she fell in love with him, and he never actually liked her.. it’s a long story). But I’d never stoop that low. But he always teases me/makes fun of me/etc. and last night we were talking and his friend gave him THE LOOK* so I literally walked away from him (it was a great moment).

4. I talked to shyboy - but we didn’t hook up! One of my friends lectures me FOREVER every time he gets drunk to get back with shyboy, and last night was no exception. It’s kind of annoying, but pretty funny. We ended up talking, and kind-of-cuddling, but I didn’t kiss him. Actually, crazybestfriend and I tried sleeping over his house, but he had to get up early this morning so he couldn’t hang out (I crashed at her house instead). I think if I’m going to give our relationship another shot, it’s going to be SLOW and he’s going to have to start instigating. But I’ll see.

It was a pretty good night. I had a WEIRD dream.. but all is good! I like not waking up with any regrets or lost memories :)

Baffled and Blonde~

*THE LOOK: That look you give your friends when you’re going to hook up with somebody. There are 100000000+ variations of THE LOOK, but for hookup situations, girls usually make eye contact and raise their eyebrows, while guys usually give an approving nod.

I did absolutely nothing all day today. I had to have a root canal this morning, and let me tell you: sitting under that dentist’s bright-ass light for 2 hours was TORTURE with a mild hangover. But the good thing is, my tooth is finally fixed!

I actually hung out with an old friend all day… he moved away to Delaware last year, but the driving age there is a year younger so he has his license - and can therefore drive back here and visit. We walked around town and caught up, and it was really nice to hang out with a different guy withOUT the intention of hooking up with him! ….Speaking of… I told a few of my guy friends (goofyboy and guybestfriend) that I hooked up with flirtyboy, and goofyboy was less than pleased. He said I was lowering my standards - which I don’t think I am! - and guybestfriend told me I had to make my own mistakes to learn. Which I agree with.. but I don’t think it was a mistake. They both told me the best option for me would be to find a fuck buddy but still hook up with random people. They both know I can take care of myself, which is good (because I can)! Random- I thought it was really funny how I told them:

Guybestfriend: So, what’d you end up doing last night?

Me: I went to [flirtyboy’s name]’s house.

Goofyboy: Yeah, she drank with other guys who weren’t us!

Me: Shut up, you know I love you guys. But nobody was doing anything because of stupid track GMCs! (*they were this morning, so the athletes didn’t want to go out after prom*)

Guybestfriend: Who was there?

Me: [socalledbeast, flirtyboy, crazybestfriend, me, and quietthut’s names].

Guybestfriend: Who’d you hook up with?

I thought it was great how he just assumed and asked. Even though that probably just means he knows I’ve been a slut lately… but whatever.

Tonight was a lot different than I thought it would be! I went to guybestfriend’s house with goofyboy, just to hang out and maybe drink a bit. We ended up going to this guy’s party… I smoked weed for the first time (I smell a lot like weed and cologne right now..) and I drank a lot! A bunch of people from school showed up (including shyboy, who I’m texting right now..) and it was a lot of fun! The last thing I want to do is become dependent on alcohol to have fun.. but for now I just need to forget my worries and HAVE FUN, because summer is approaching and a lot of my friends are graduating! Maybe I’m going through the “alcohol dependency phase” (as my friends call it) but I don’t really care, because I’m independent and self-protecting and strong. Also I love my friends and love going out with them.

Tonight I learned several things:

-My guy friends apparently invented this game last year, called “The Boob Game,” which basically consists of staring at my boobs - the one who stares for the longest without me looking at them wins. I have never noticed this (which made me mad at myself)!

-Parties, even with drugs, can be awkward - crazybestfriend came, even though two of her exes were there. We played “triple dog,” (which is basically like truth or dare (but with only a dare option, and if you refuse you have to do something crazy, in our case lick the toilet bowl). Crazybestfriend had to kiss one of our friends, and I could tell she was upset about it. So it got kind of awkward towards the end, but I left so it was fine.

-I have beautiful eyes, perfect boobs, a perfect belly button, and almost-perfect hip bones. My boobs have been a topic of conversation forever, because they’re amazing (definitely one of my best features, aside from my eyes), but tonight I got extra compliments even though I was just wearing a normal shirt. Goofyboy (who ALWAYS talks about my boobs when he’s drunk) tried to feel me up (jokingly!) like 20 times, even though he has a serious girlfriend (but he’s one of my best friends, and I know he does it just to tease me). They also wanted to take body shots off of me, but I said no (I have standards!) even though I have a perfect belly button (except for the scar in it, from appendicitis two years ago). And my hip bones are “close to perfect,” according to all the guys, but that’s only because I eat WAY TOO MUCH and I’ve almost lost my flat stomach.

-I am a sexy smoker. This was a unanimous observation - I look sexy as hell when I smoke! I don’t know what it is, but I do it REALLY well. Naturally. Especially when I’m drunk. I think I smoked more tonight than I ever have.

I was a little bit disappointed I didn’t get to hook up with shyboy tonight.. but that’s okay. I mean, he probably wanted to (he smoked for the first time, too!) but he left a few minutes before I did and I didn’t want to seem too desperate. Also, flirtyboy and socalledbeast were texting me the entire night.. they both wanted to hang out. But I was hanging out with my friends, and decided to choose my friends over random hookups tonight!

Fuck. I should probably get some sleep, considering I have to wake up early and then do homework all day.

Tomorrow is going to be a LONG day.

Baffled and Blonde~

Yesterday morning, the girl who did the morning announcements (one of my friends) yelled “GOOD MORNING [my school]! Today is 4/20!!! ..hehehe…” to start the day right.

A lot of kids came in high (no surprise there) so it was pretty funny to watch them get through the day. Kids were smoking in the bathroom, on the bleachers, outside during gym class, and across the street during lunch. It was kind of ridiculous.

I planned to go out last night and try to get a prom date, but the night didn’t turn out as I expected. I was supposed to go hang out with a few usual friends, maybe walk into the city, smoke, just chill. But flirtyboy’s friend hit me up to come smoke with them so I said I might. So my plan was to do both… but my mom kind of screwed that up and made me come home early (I have to go to my grandparents’ house today).

So I met up with a group at a local deli, where we had some hash brownies (my first time being high!) and red bull, and various other things. On the corner was a party (the guy who my teacher first suggested as my prom date - he lives in his own apartment and throws crazy parties every weekend) so we stopped by a few times. The police were EVERYWHERE, partly because of the date and partly because they know the apartment on the corner is notorious for being loud and alcohol/drug-ridden. But we were careful.

We got high and walked around, jumped on some trampoline, and laid down in some grass. It was fun, like dreaming, but disappointing because I had to go home so early! Eventually we went back to the party to meet up with flirtyboy and his friends… but nothing happened - we just chilled. I didn’t stay long, since I wasn’t about to go home stinking like weed.

It was a pretty lax night. Not much happened. But it was an okay friday night, and an okay 4/20.

Baffled and Blonde~