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Ready for a curveball?????????? Ok…. here goes…..

EXHOOKUPBOY.

A lot of you are probably really confused right now… for those of you who haven’t kept up with my blog since its inception, I’ll attempt to explain who exactly I’m talking about.

Exhookupboy. How to explain him. Hmm. Well. He’s quite attractive; think, Derek Zoolander meets actual, real, male model (in a good way!) - he’s on the short side, but muscular and tan, with short dark hair and a mischievous smile. He’s a class clown - a total goofball who everyone hates until they get to know him. Really crude sense of humor (think: teenage boy), but really down-to-earth one-on-one or in small groups. We used to hook up. It lasted about a month. All the drama that caused was actually one of the reasons I started this blog in the first place - I needed to vent (I didn’t think it’d become an advice blog back then). I hadn’t talked to him since last November (as in, November 2011)….. until like last week.

He does tech for our drama club - I have no clue why, he’s an amazing actor. Seriously talented! That’s kind of how we started, last year in drama club, when we were working on a show together (he was in that one, though). Anyway, after I ended things (it got really messy, for those of you who don’t know) we didn’t talk. Ever. We never acknowledged each other. We trashed each other anonymously, but I’d moved on to bigger and better things (like shyboy… *sigh* shyboy.. ;) ) and he became bitter and resentful. We ignored each other for sport. Until this year……….. during the spring musical, we started talking again! It was weird… just small acknowledgements at first in group conversations, but then as time went on we became *shall I dare?????* ….friends…? I’m not sure if I can even call it that. Now that the show’s over, I have no clue if we’re ever going to talk again.

But I know one thing.

I forgot how hot he is.

Also, he’s a really good kisser.

;)

Forever hiding my inner slut,

Baffled and Blonde~

Remember how I said shyboy rejected me when I poured my heart out to him, so I went on a date with talldarkhandsome and tried to get over him, all while ignoring his stupid guts?

Turns out, it was all a misunderstanding (according to crazybestfriend, who talked to him).

Let me start out by saying, IT WAS NOT MY FAULT!

Shyboy apparently “didn’t realize” I was telling him I’d made up my mind (and was choosing him) last friday night, so he only pushed me away because he thought I was drunk (which I told him I wasn’t!).

So today, I ignored him all day and bitched about him to whoever would listen. I was SO MAD. I tweeted bitchy things at him, and I flipped my hair in his face and just didn’t acknowledge him at all.

So apparently he’s thought we were “just friends” all along and didn’t mean to reject me. Which still doesn’t make sense… because why would he reject me anyway?? I’m hot and he likes me…. so he was being stupid anyway.

To top it all off, he saw me and talldarkhandsome on our date yesterday! I didn’t know at the time, but apparently he was at a local deli/convenience store and we walked by. Which is awkward.. but not as bad as it would’ve been if I’d seen him too.

I don’t know what he thinks (I’m not sure if he knows who talldarkhandsome is) and I’m just really confused. This puts me back in the same position: who to choose????? It’s so hard. I guess I’ll choose talldarkhandsome, since I already went out with him when I thought shyboy rejected me. Even if it was a misunderstanding, I’m beginning to move on.

I guess tomorrow I’ll apologize to shyboy for our misunderstanding.

That’s going to be really difficult.

Baffled and Blonde~

The biggest reason I HATE hooking up with guys from my school is that my school is SO SMALL and I always end up seeing them a lot after the fact.

As you already know I hooked up with funnyguy on friday night, and I woke up saturday kind of dreading monday morning. As I suspected, it was AWKWARD. I mean, it’s not like we’re really friends.. but now people know we hooked up, and a lot of people go out of their way to make it weird for us (namely, our friends). I wish I went to a bigger school, where nobody knows everybody’s shit and spreads it like wildfire. Because here, your business is EVERYBODY’S business.

And as a girl, I don’t like the whole “ignoring-after-we-make-out” thing. It’s so much weirder than just acknowledging we had a sexual encounter and moving on. But in my experience, guys don’t get that.

Oh well.. on to the next!

(But not really… #foreveralone!)

Baffled and Blonde

So I’m a bit tipsy right now… so bear with me and ignore any mistakes (although I’m a pretty good drunk typer/texter).

Alcohol is so amazing. It’s crazy, really.. how shy I am in reality and then I drink a couple beers and POOF! I’m sociable! I FINALLY rebounded from shyboy tonight.. and thank god I did (because it’s taken me long enough..)!

So as I’ve mentioned before, the three guys I’m somewhat torn between crushing on are..:

1. Promboy: he’s cute, and nice, but he doesn’t seem entirely interested in me.

2. Flirtyboy: he’s cute, and nice, but I can’t tell if he’s into me! (Ooohhhh, he just messaged me!)

3. The guy socalledbeast was going to set me up with, who never ended up making a move. He’s REALLY hot, and nice, but doesn’t interact much with girls so I decided to give up on him.

BUT.

My goal tonight was to hook up with someone. I decided that at school today: I would hook up with someone tonight, even if I threw myself at someone (as long as they were hot). Turns out, it wasn’t as hard as I expected..

Tonight, I went to a party at this senior’s house, where everyone was there! It was an open house, so anyone could come if they paid (HA. I never pay.. that’s what cleavage and boys are for..) so a few of my friends and I went. It was REALLY awkward at first.. considering I don’t hang out with a lot of the people who were there.. but eventually (after a few beers, that is..) all was good and I was friendly to everyone.

I talked to promboy for a bit (I had to tell him I bought a dress for junior prom… but he didn’t seem that interested so I told him and then moved on). I talked to some seniors and college guys, but that was just harmless flirting - I knew nothing would happen there. The whole time I was kind of hoping I’d get to hook up with socalledbeast’s choice - let’s call him funnyguy (he’s a bit of a class clown, but in a good way!) - but I figured that’d never happen, since he’s really hot but doesn’t seem to hook up with girls too often. Turns out I was wrong… we flirted for a bit and it took all of 5 minutes for him to offer to walk me home (which is obviously code for hooking up).

So we walked home. And he explained that he’d wanted to ask me to junior prom, but he was hesitant because he wanted to drink beforehand and I didn’t seem like the type to be into that (except now he knows I drink too). And I said it was okay, and then we flirted and teased each other and laughed a lot and then hooked up. Like a full-blown makeout session on my front steps (I hope nobody saw). And he said he hopes we get to do it again sometime.

I know the hookup didn’t mean anything - I’ll just be another girl him and his friends laugh about. But I don’t really care.. because he’s hot and I finally rebounded and it’s nice to know I’m not completely gross to guys (even though I was wearing yoga pants and a tshirt - not great party attire).

Oh and shyboy was at the party! But when he walked in, I didn’t feel the pang of regret or passion I’ve felt in the past. It was kind of awkward. But he left soon after he came and I was free to experiment :)

THANK GOD I FINALLY MOVED ON!

Baffled and Blonde~

Yesterday morning, the girl who did the morning announcements (one of my friends) yelled “GOOD MORNING [my school]! Today is 4/20!!! ..hehehe…” to start the day right.

A lot of kids came in high (no surprise there) so it was pretty funny to watch them get through the day. Kids were smoking in the bathroom, on the bleachers, outside during gym class, and across the street during lunch. It was kind of ridiculous.

I planned to go out last night and try to get a prom date, but the night didn’t turn out as I expected. I was supposed to go hang out with a few usual friends, maybe walk into the city, smoke, just chill. But flirtyboy’s friend hit me up to come smoke with them so I said I might. So my plan was to do both… but my mom kind of screwed that up and made me come home early (I have to go to my grandparents’ house today).

So I met up with a group at a local deli, where we had some hash brownies (my first time being high!) and red bull, and various other things. On the corner was a party (the guy who my teacher first suggested as my prom date - he lives in his own apartment and throws crazy parties every weekend) so we stopped by a few times. The police were EVERYWHERE, partly because of the date and partly because they know the apartment on the corner is notorious for being loud and alcohol/drug-ridden. But we were careful.

We got high and walked around, jumped on some trampoline, and laid down in some grass. It was fun, like dreaming, but disappointing because I had to go home so early! Eventually we went back to the party to meet up with flirtyboy and his friends… but nothing happened - we just chilled. I didn’t stay long, since I wasn’t about to go home stinking like weed.

It was a pretty lax night. Not much happened. But it was an okay friday night, and an okay 4/20.

Baffled and Blonde~

It’s been a month and a half since I broke up with shyboy, even though we only officially “ended” 2 weeks ago (meaning, I haven’t spoken a word to him in 2 weeks). We went out for 3 months, and talked for a month before that. Before shyboy, there was hookupboy, who lasted (tops) two months (if you count when I first decided to pursue him).

Which means I haven’t been totally single, with nobody to crush on/hook up with/go out with, since september. That means I’m completely single for the first time in almost 7 months (which is a personal record). THAT means, I’m COMPLETELY OUT OF PRACTICE! I need a rebound SOOO BADLY, but I honestly don’t even remember how to go about this..

Let me outline my possible choices (considering them, the future does NOT look so bright..):

-The day I posted I was single, this college kid hit me up on facebook. He’s super hot and all, but he’s in the marines and is based across the country so I decided to let that go.

-There’s this other kid (read this if you want the backstory: http://baffledandblonde.tumblr.com/post/15655038948/yet-another-boy) that is now (again) trying to get with me. Now that I’m single he’s trying to get my number and he flirts with me every day at school.

-I met this cute(ish - and that’s being generous..) guy at a party a few weeks ago, and he keeps trying to hang out with me. He’s actually pretty nice, and talented, but my friends are telling me not to go for it. Apparently (they know him better than I do) he’s somewhat of a loser/wannabe, and he’s actually annoying when he’s not trying to hit on you. I decided to keep him around as a friend, maybe talk to him sometimes, but he does not strike me as hookup material at all.

-This one freshman guy has been hitting on me since he was in 7th grade and I was a freshman. He used to flirt with me ALL THE TIME, and he recently started again. He’s a HUGE player (or wannabe player..) and even though he’s nice, he is SO NOT FOR ME. Plus, he’s a FRESHMAN.

-There’s this other freshman guy, who not only is super young, but he’s my (distant) friend’s BROTHER. I barely know the kid, and he keeps trying to talk to me. The sad thing is, he’s reallyy cute… but he’s so young and I’m not about to go hook up with my friend’s little brother.

-There’s a kid in my grade, who’s nice/funny/cute/talented, who keeps talking to me.. I can’t tell if he’s flirting or just being friendly (because he’s really flirty by nature) but I wouldn’t mind if he’s flirting. He’d make a good hookup, but he’d also make a good boyfriend. Let’s nickname him flirtyboy. Out of all the above choices, I’d choose him!

-Shyboy. He still likes me, and I still like him. But I can’t figure out if I like him or just the idea of him. I think most of why I haven’t moved on is because I still have feelings for him. It’s hard to forget about him completely because of all our mutual friends.. so I always hear things about him, etc. My friend was talking to him the other day about me (even though I told her not to), and he said he’s not ignoring me and that we mutually agreed to not see each other (which is totally NOT TRUE! That was all HIS idea!). He also said he wouldn’t mind taking me to junior prom, which is coming up (goofyboy is my backup date if I don’t get asked by anybody else). I’m kind of hoping flirtyboy will ask me, but it’s not the end of the world if he doesn’t (and he probably won’t). Maybe if nobody else asks me, I’ll ask shyboy - I could see myself having fun with him.

I just want a rebound right now! Hooking up with somebody totally new can help me decide whether or not I still like shyboy! I can’t tell if I actually like him, or if he’s just the one I feel the most comfortable with. UGH.

I guess I’ll see what happens. Right now, I’m holding myself back from making any brash decisions (regarding shyboy), in case I do get asked to junior prom by somebody new.

Decisions, decisions.

Baffled and Blonde~